-4 days to go

Yup... a bit too much influence from the movie 500 days of Summer, I had made my own little countdown to the 500 days of Puppy & Bunny

UNFORTUNATELY - here comes paying the price of dating a producer/actor ... he has to be on set that day....

So yeah, the 500th day... will be a lonely day :(

is it february already?

Geez time flies doesn't it?

I can't believe it's already February. I've got like 25 days more till I hit 28.

Gosh I can't believe that I'm going to be 28....

This is a entry full of "I cannot believe"s

Anyhoo... birthday wish list this year? Well, it's WAY shorter than what I thought of for last year because let's face it... I'm getting older and more practical about things.. *sigh* the things age does to you

SO *drumroll* let's here it for the babygirl's birthday wishlist for 2010!!!(p/s: feel free to pick any of them to get for me hahaha)

1. Mezzaluna (already told the puppy about it)

2. HP Mini

3. Shopping gift vouchers - La Senza, MNG, Zara, Forever 21, Vincci, FOS

4. Dresses - for every day wear.

5. Boots - plain black or tan, leather (NO suede), pointy toes, at least calf length and at least with a 2.5" heel

6. A holiday where my flight is paid for to either visit Bern, Megu or Mann :)

So yeah, it's MUCH shorter than last year's and much more practical, no?

dreams again

I had another dream... this time instead of that bitch, there are two of his ex-es in it....

We were at this party... and we got separated for a bit.... when I found him, he were canoodling Shirley....hugging her from the back, like how he nuzzles me always....

I was mortified..... I just froze and stared not knowing what to do... then he looked up and saw me standing there.

He immediately let go came over and told me 'it's just a congratulatory hug,' but his face told me that he was just trying to pacify me and calm me down....

Later, I went to the toilet and when I came back, he was doing the same thing... but this time with another ex, Grace...

I flipped out and screamed at him... then i stormed off....

He ran after me... but instead of pulling me back, he screamed

"This what I are and there's nothing you can do to stop it!"

Then he caught up with me and yanked me by the arm and said that if it pisses me off that much then fine it's over... then you let go off my arm roughly and walked off

You didn't care...

You didn't see that the push made me fall down...

You just went back to the party and laughed and talked as though nothing happened...

I sat there for a bit and then picked myself up. I met some friends there and they both told me to just chill and hang out.... have fun at the party....

After a bit you came back, it was like you had bipolar or something. You acted as though nothing had happened. Like we didn't fight at all.... but you were injured.... you had a huge gash on your right leg but you made it look like it didn't hurt at all, joking around ... then I woke up

So I checked what the dream meant... and apparently to dream of your partner's ex... suggests that I may be comparing myself to that person and the dream is telling me not to make the same mistakes in the relationship that they did

To dream that you are arguing, suggests that you are trying to resolve some internal conflict or some unsettled issue in your waking life. Consider the symbolism of whom you are arguing with and what you are arguing about. How does he or she reflect some person or some aspect of yourself in your waking life?

Requiscat in pace

Dear Caerwyn

Little white fortress...

Requiscat in pace

Mama loves you