:(

I haven't had a horrid dream in a really long time and I really hate it when I wake up in tears...

Just now I woke up from a dream where reality was just so weird and unusual, but normal at the same time, it made me uber confuzzled (learnt this new word from Mann. It's a portmanteau of confused and puzzled. Cool eh?).

Yeah so in my dream, puppy broke up with me and asked me to move out. But since he knows its hard for me to just find a place, he said I could stay here till then.

And it was just so weird coming home to see him at his desk playing some game or mastering some track, knowing that he heard me coming in and he didn't even flinch a muscle (this is of course a metaphor because if you're playing games or mastering a track, you'd be flinching plenty of muscles). There was no more welcoming hug, there was no more "How was your day bunny?" and there was no more kiss on the forehead.

Instead I walked past the room door, looked in and said "Hi, I'm home..." and all I got was a grunt.

Anyways I checked the dream dictionary and in a dream, if your boyfriend says he doesn't love you any more, that's just your own insecurities in a relationship. Either that or both of you are just going through a relationship cycle/new level where you might feel left out or you don't really get what he's really going through.

What a dream to have right before my birthday... :(

w00t?

*sigh*

the best thing...

That he's said to me so far was "Thank you bunny... you're my Sharon Osbourne."

*beam*

Wishlist update!

Okay I want one of these babies...

Ambitious? Yes and no :P

I haven't really played a piano in over 15 years. Yes I'm not kidding, and yes I do miss playing the piano terribly.

This would be cool eh? A nice white baby sitting by the large French windows over looking the garden :)

Eight days more

Yup. Eight days more till I turn 29.

I don't really feel that all different. But then there's one whole week to go... ask me again when it's Wednesday or even Saturday...

Anyways, it's time to compile my wish list again. I had one written up last June and here comes the updated one (again)...

This has become increasingly difficult for me to compile as I have begun to desire less material belongings in the past few months. It could be partly because I know I want things that I cannot afford, and also I know the people around me won't be able to afford giving them to me any more.

But I guess it's not that all a bad thing, right? Like, it allows me to immerse myself into things that are more important to the psyche :)

1. LX-5
Yes I have this insatiable appetite for Lumixes. I started with the LX1 in 2006... and haven't looked back. I have yet to find any other point and shoots/non-DSLRs that can match the Lumix range so far...

On the down side, apparently it's only a slight improvement compared to my LX3, so it's not really that all worth it for an upgrade for me...

But look at this baby!!!

Here are some links here and here if you're interested :P

Okay... now to move on to the next one

2. Victoria's Secret Pure Seduction Collection

I don't think I'm ever going to want to stop using this collection. Or at least until they stop production of it.

3. Dresses
I still want more dresses. It doesn't help that my part-time maid knicked three of my fave dresses and no one at home realized until much later. I of course had no inkling of it at all since I was at work... How she sneaked three dresses out.... baffles the shit outta me.

Chiam See No 14

"It seems that you have some worry in your mind. Whatever business you are going to do now will not flourish. If you are in trouble, do not worry too much, because you have bad luck now. You will become rich and prosperous in the next few years. You have no hope in love now and should not make love during this time otherwise you will lose your favorite things. A sick person in your family will get well soon. Your debtors are faithful to you. Your luck in other things is no good."

*Sigh* as if having the feeling of impending dread and doom the last few weeks wasn't bad enough, I get this as my fortune...

Oh well, it's said and done. Plus, I can't have great fortune told all the time right? There's always gotta be some good and some bad, so I'm just gonna go with the flow.